And so we reach the start of another year. Here is the best miniature that I did in 2024:
In 2024, I did some of my favourite conversions and miniatures. I feel that I got steadily better and was able to put out things that I'd not really expected. I made more classic Eldar (including finishing the harlequins, which I'm pleased about), and had a lot of fun converting various weirdos for Stargrave and Silver Bayonet. I did two Mordheim gangs, which were fun projects. And yet...
I'm getting a bit tired. I am a member of the miniature-making and Oldhammer communities, I suppose, because I miniatures and some of them are old. But I don't feel part of any community, really. At times it feels as if I make another model, enjoy the process of doing so, and then put it away for good. It seems as though I'm just chucking stuff out there onto this blog and onto Instagram and then... that's it, really.
To be clear, I'm not holding myself out as either a great artist or someone who needs/wants/deserves any sort of "clout" in this hobby. I'm an acceptable painter and converter. But I'm starting to get the same feeling from this as I got from self-publishing three fantasy novels: nothing really changes. Blogs and communities don't organically grow anymore (if they ever did). A post that would have got one response two years ago still gets one response. Everything feels rather static.
The obvious answer is "join a gaming club, play some games", but I'm not sure about that. I've met enough powergamers and Space Marine fanboys to be put off playing against people I don't really know. There comes a point where the comedy genius of saying "Heresy!" all the time fades.
So I don't know what I'll do over the next year. I'd like to keep on making things, but I'd like to do something more. Whether that involves playing any games, I don't know. Perhaps I'll try to do some other form of art. We shall see.
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Anyhow, here's my first model of 2025. I found a load of bits that, with some clay and green stuff, fitted together (sort of!). The body and legs come from a Warmachine Cryx model, the head is a GW plastic squig, the knight is a Perry Miniatures medieval knight, and the tail is just green stuff. Together, they made a weird stumpy animal somewhere between a chicken and a deep-sea fish.
An instagram commenter suggested that it looked quite like one of Brian Froud's creatures for Labyrinth, which made me think that it needed a whimsical paint job. I started with a red body for the steed and steel armour, with some brass bits, but this felt a bit too sinister and chaos-like, so I introduced some green and blue to the scheme. I also made a little carrot out of green stuff to dangle from the end of the lance. I imagine this is how the rider gets his weird steed to move.
That is a fantastic model, I love the carrot!
ReplyDeleteThanks! It was a last-minute idea and I think it really helps!
DeleteFun model!
ReplyDeleteAs for the blog/models/gaming... well I guess what do you want to get out of it? For myself, the hobby part is sort of a compulsion, then the blogging is more of a record for me, so any "likes" or comments is a bonus. Games are fun, and I have actually found some fun guys to game with through the blog, so it can happen that way... not every one 40ks with Waaaargs and Heresy! or metagaming, so there are likely other like minded folks out there.
Good question! It's hard to say exactly. I'd like to play more games, but in a very non-competitive way (probably not 40k or AoS). I do miss old Necromunda, watching my people progress (well, get injured) over time. Those sort of games are very appealing to me. I agree about the blogging, too. It is a sort of compulsion, especially the "making random things" part. Hmm.
DeleteIt is hard to say what would make for the best game experience, and it probably changes for you over time anyway. Hope you find it though!
DeleteThough I know what you say, I believe that the only relevant opinion is your own, so as long as you enjoy painting/converting and sharing, that's great by my book. I believe I can see an evolution on your work, and it feels great, even if the blogosphere (or whatever word you young people use nowadays!) is a reduced environment (to put it mildly). Today's work is an example of that, I love your way to reconfigure models and to bring new creatures and stuff. Whatever you decide it will be the right decision
ReplyDeleteThanks Suber. I've had a think on this, and I think my thoughts on the blog are somewhat linked to various external factors, and also that I'd need to really change the way I paint (and maybe do stuff like buy an airbrush) to improve. Anyhow, now I am painting some old orks, which is very enjoyable. Thanks for your help!
DeleteHi!
ReplyDeleteReally great and thoughtful post too.
I must admit that I've had a similar feeling with my hobby in 2024 and had found that the fun of painting kind of got replaced with the nagging feeling that I had to do something to keep updating my blog which lead into a bit of a vicious cycle of getting nothing done and kind of stressed out about hobbying.
While I don't comment nearly enough on posts I see, I do love the long form format of blogging compared to the instant but fleeting gratification of Instagram and have come to the realisation that blogging is as much about doing something for my own enjoyment as actually posting something that I think other folks will want to read.
I do agree about your thoughts on joining a club. I've played quite a few games against uber competitive and beardy gamers who suck the joy out of a hobby that should be fun!
Hope 2025 will go well for you and maybe some of us slightly rambling bloggers could do a group mini project over the course of the year?
Either which way, really looking forward to seeing what you come up with next and the blog will keep going strong!
Thanks for your comments, Spacecow! I wonder if some of what I'm doing isn't just trying to technically improve, but to chase some kind of feeling, which involves (but isn't only) nostalgia. I'm definitely interested in quirkiness, and the idea of ongoing characters continuing through games.
DeleteYou're right about Instagram - the same is true about Facebook, as it's very hard to really interact beyond chucking up a picture or liking someone else's picture. Somehow, recording what you've done on a blog becomes part of the process of doing it, if that makes sense.
I really like the idea of a group project. Perhaps models on a theme? I find those sorts of things much more inspiring than painting contests and the like.
Thanks for commenting and I hope you're able to make/draw more cool things in 2025!